Finally, Retiring 0809

Blank

It's 5am. No one to talk to, no mood to talk to. Neither in the mood to sleep or read.
Suddenly i feel so blank, so lost.

My fellow S league players are having emo blogs. I'm feeling emo too. But somehow, i can't seem to express it.

missing becomes slight anger, upset, and disbelief.
Oh well, doubt she's feeling any better. The thought of becoming distant just gives me the shudders.

Crisis, more crisis, more crisis. seems that i got so many crisis suddenly. Wat's up with my life sia.
Gonna tide thru this.

Gonna talk to her, wait for her.
Meanwhile. Try to get some sleep? Hope she can sleep too.
Felt like calling but ya, give her the respect instead of being irritating. So what i can do is to wait for sms, wait for her to come back to hall.

We exchanged thousands of messages..
now a new one seemed so precious. so encouraging, exciting, then disappointing.

Ok. Enough whining for now. better end with some resolution.

Bring her back, make her happy, make us happy.
Boo.

posted by darius @ 11/18/2007 05:01:00 am