Finally, Retiring 0809

End of a sem

Finally the sem is coming to an end. It's a boring day in hall.zzz

Poor anger management. I mishandled the way i settled the ponding. Dun think i'd flared up that easily even in the past. Zzz. Haiz. Dun pond anymore liao la. Period. Just being the coordinator for most sessions makes it seem that i'm always the devil head. Haiz. Everyone say say, need someone to action mah...

But the crux is that how come i flare!? Not usual me. Perhaps boredom lack of sleep and chronic fatigue. But also misunderstanding la. Guess i frightened her bad. The dustbin was supposed to be a joke. Not that i'll throw u all the way in? Haiz.

Anyway, don't swell. Or at least, stop swelling by monday!!

Speaking of which, i need rest. Plenty of it. Not in terms of sleep, but mental relaxation? That's why it is unlikely i'll take up part time. Especially when i'll need all the time in the world to do this and that.

Hopefully rest does wonders la. 2007 haven been the best of years so far. Hopefully things will get better.

Oh well, it's effectively the last day of the sem le. And it is her last day in Sheares i guess. Guess i won't see her for a long long time. Hope things get better for her when the next sem starts. I sincerely hope. It's not guilt, but concern.

Dunno why things end up lidat. Haiz. I'll remember u, my friend.

Haiz, jerk, ass, no life and boring. Plus unkempt cos i can't cut hair for now. I'll change it. First i need inspiration. Alot of it. =p

posted by darius @ 5/04/2007 04:29:00 am